The little things in life

I have got to meet some new people in the past few months that i sure enjoy spending my time with.. Mostly Holly and Zack. Yes i have know Holly for some time now, but Zack i haven't know for to long. They have become part of the family it seems like. I can always go to Holly about anything and she will always tell me how it is and be such a great friend. Zack seems like a older brother that puts me in check when needs to be! He has my back! I'm very happy to have them a part of my life.. Another person i have meet recently is Jeremy.. He is so awesome to be around. Every time I have spent time with him i seem to always be in a great mood. He sure knows how to pick on me! Jeremy has been great. I really am happy i have met him. Anytime i have been nervous or down i can text him and he'll tell me ill do fine or its all good, or just put a smile on my face by just being him! Thanks you guys the most for being there for me! Then of course Branum.. I might have not just meet him and known him for years, but anytime i have ever needed anything or been down he has always been there for me. He means the world to me and id be lost without him. He has been a great best friend and id die if i lost that. Thanks Branum for everything you have ever done!
The most of all is my family. They have been the biggest supporters to me. Mostly my mother,sister and my daughter. My mother has been there for me no matter what it is. Even if we aren't getting along she has always been there for me. I don't think she understands how much i truly appreciate her. She has gone out of her way for me and my daughter. I honestly think if it wasn't for her i have no clue where i truly would be right now. Same with my Sister. We have had our rough times in the past and now we have such a amazing friendship. I'm so glad that we have got over everything and are where we are now. She has been here for me more then anyone has. Shes been person i can cry to vent to scream at anything. Shes the one person i can go to about anything. I do have to say i have the best mother and sister anyone could ask for.
My precious little girl. My world changed when I had Kylie. I was so scared at first having a baby. But the day she was in my arms everything changed. She is my rock. Without her i would be so lost i cant even explain. I wake up every morning happy just to see her smile and scream Mommy! I can be having the worst day ever and all she has to do is just smile and laugh! I'm so very blessed to have such amazing little girl in my life. I wouldn't ever change a thing.
I am blessed to have the people in my life that I do. I have some great friends and family. The little things in life truly mean the most. Might not seems like it when thinking but truly its the little things that get you by day by day.. :D

My Dear Friend Amy..

Its been one crazy month so far.. Things have gone from great to bad within seconds. But still at the end of the day Im still here and that is really all that counts.. I recently lost a very close friend of mine to drugs and it really opened my eyes up a whole lot.. Amy was the closest friend and my best friend in Phoenix. I always had her back and she always had mine. We helped each other threw the worst part of our lifes and made it threw it. I will always remember the great times I had with her and I will never forget any of them.. Bad or good she was always my best friend threw anything.. Amy was always so much fun and so crazy.. I always knew when we were going out oh that ment we were truly going out and having some fun! I have to say if it wasnt for her or Adam I really don't know where I'd be right now.. Every time I go to Jack In Box now it will always bring up so many great memories and of course our hot spot Dennys!!! We went threw so much together from boyfriends to hospital beds from crying to laughs.. She was a great person and everyone around her loved her.. I'm happy that i got to have such a great best friend.
Going threw all this really showed me what great friends and family i have in my life.. Mostly my daughter. Without her i would have been so lost.. She is the main reason that kept me smiling. Even though she had no idea why mommy was crying. And of course my boyfriend. He let me just vent it out and always tried to keep me positive about it all.. Im happy i have such great people in my life.. Thank you guys so much...

R.I.P Amy I love you and miss you forever..

First Time!

Well I am still not to sure about this blogging thing.. I have no clue if i did this right or if i did it wrong. I guess i will only find out more as i go!
Im starting this first one at work. Its a super slow day with not much to do. I am off work in about twenty min's then I finally get to go pick up my daughter! That is always the highlight of my day is picking her up.Id be so lost without that little girl.. She is staying with my sister for the whole weekend for the first time this weekend. Im not to sure of it yet, But i will be fine.. I hate being away from her. Ill never forget the first night away. It was with my best friend Kasey on New Years.. I thought i was going to go nuts away from her for a full night.. Now this weekend its TWO full nights and of course Ill be with my best friend AGAIN.. Im still excited to go though! First time im getting her to go camping with me. It should be alot of fun. Well lets keep this first one short and simple. Let me know if i did ok for the first timer!!